My worst fears came true. Getting it on with a friend is usually not a good idea. To get it on with a friend in an S&M club, to the sound of whips is even worse. Of course, depending on the friend it may be good while it lasts, but afterwards it can be extremely confusing.

Things between Rada and I after my birthday became very strange. He called me everyday, I called him. We had fun, laughed, went out to eat...but now we we were always accompanied by our friend: that tremendous sexual tension. At least I thought: Bonus! Friendship great sex can only be a great success! Until I returned to Earth and realized: friendship combined with great sex is a relationship. Between humans, a relationship usually means presumed monogamy! Ahhhhhhhh!

I’ve already heard many people tell me that I have problems because I can’t be monogamous. But I disagree vehemently. Human nature is not monogamous. Therefore I am only following human nature, and my most basic instincts.
I have to cut off this thing with Rada. But I can’t simply disappear, Rada is my friend. I am going to have to talk to him. But there’s one detail: the only thing worse than a relationship – for me – is to talk about a relationship, or in this case, about a non-relationship. I need a drink!

No, Stephany, no! No drinking. You have to be sober. Ok, I’ll make an innocent invitation to go to the movies. Monday, at 10 PM.

He got in my car and the smell of his skin stirred me. I melted between my legs. Enough Stephany, enough! Basta!!

We sat in the back of the theater, each with our own popcorn and jellybeans. I thought that during the movie I would get the courage for the painful subject afterwards. Then I looked at him. Eating popcorn, watching the film, so sweet.. is it possible? No, It can’t be? But it seems like it... I can’t even say it! Could I being falling in love with this guy? No! Back to the movie.

Then he put his hand on my leg. I looked at him. He smiled and gave me a kiss that took my breath away. There were few people in the theater. Everyone was in front of us. His hand rose a bit. All on its own ( I swear I didn’t send it) my hand found his thigh. The popcorn fell on the floor while his other hand grabbed my neck and then slipped down smoothly and without me noticing opened my shirt. The skillful fingers of his right hand played with my stiff nipples while the skillful fingers of his left hand lifted my skirt.

I couldn’t control myself. I kneeled in front of him, open his zipper and went down without mercy. He tasted delicious and pulsed desperately in my mouth. When I thought he couldn’t last any longer he surprised me.

His big hand lifted the arm rest and laid me down on the seats with my legs around his neck. Rada’s tongue is soft, but firm, precise. The explosions and the loud music of the film muffled my cries. He kissed me, licked me, bit me and with my eyes still closed I realized all his weight was on top of me. My legs were still around his neck. I felt every bit of him invading me slowly. I didn’t open my eyes and let the movements follow the music of the film.

We left the cinema laughing, with no sense of what happened in the film.
I don’t remember what I wanted to say to him...